People must tire of me always going on about how great my world is. I understand that things won't always be as great as they are at this moment, so I'm taking full advantage while I can. Sometimes I feel like the fat kid in Willy Wonka. I have to taste everything. I love everything. But someday I'll fall into the chocolate lake. Then I'll drink all of the chocolate and be out of a job cause people won't want a fat chick in a tiny bikini. But then I'd still be happy cause I can eat all the chocolate I want. See, it's a vicious circle. What am I supposed to do? I'm just a happy girl.
I've had the last few days to relax and enjoy my time here in Monaco. I can sleep, I can see the sights, I can walk aimlessly about until I'm back where I started... I've been to three museums, every shopping district available, the beautiful casinos, and the spa more than once. This is the part of my job that makes me fall in love with it all over again on every trip. My private time. I'm alone about 98% of the time, which is perfect for me. I love to explore things and silently enjoy the moments that someday will only be a distant memory. Yesterday I walked up a beautiful stone stairway next to the ocean. I found the royal palace and a beautiful aquatic museum. Then eventually I found my way back home.
My evenings are normally spent alone in my room. Maybe I sound like I'm a recluse, but it's not that way at all. I love being out in public and enjoying the people and the culture here. But I find that in the evenings I'm more comfortable alone in my room watching a movie and getting some rest. I don't go to any of the clubs or bars. Possibly if I had someone else here to enjoy it with, but for a girl like me to show up alone is like asking for trouble. I don't like trouble. I do like quiet evenings in that involve bubble baths and take out.
I spent today at the salon again. Seems like I'm there a lot, but I have another job coming up and part of my job is to look presentable. I've cut my hair off now. It's short and blonde. I feel like a completely different girl. A little sassier than before. It's been a while since I've been a blonde, so I'm ready to test the old theory on fun. Someone just needs to point me in the right direction... I already have so much fun that I'm afraid any more may spoil me.
I miss my family while I'm away. I missed my brothers birthday party. There wasn't actually a party, but if I had been home there would have been... I feel like I need a clone to take over some of my plans. I need to be in 3 places at once when I finally return to the states. My heart is in one place when my body should be in another place taking care of business. It's tough being me sometimes. Always somewhere to be, something to do... My days never have enough time for all of my adventures.
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