I'm waiting for my taxi now. Just made the trip by boat from St. Barths over to St. Maarten. My flight leaves in a couple hours. Looks like I have to connect in Miami, which is a very bad thing. The line for customs is always a nightmare in the Miami airport... It's gonna be a long day.
My trip has been fantastic. I can't complain.. I'm anxious to get home and take care of things. My life has been put on hold for the past 5 weeks while I enjoyed my time over here in paradise. I have to say that my mind is clear and for the first time in a long time I feel focused and ready to make some major changes and decisions. I have a few business projects I'm working on. I'll be in LA for the next week or so to work on that. I've been thinking about purchasing a company, but with the market right now I'm just not sure if it's the right move... Guess I'll have to look at the numbers and think more on it...
I'm watching the news as I write this. I'm so sad for the world. So many killings and bombings, people are inhumane. I'll never understand it. They are talking about the suicide bombers, martyrs. Religion has caused so many deaths, and my mind races with hatred and love at the same time. I can't watch the news anymore without getting emotional about it. I'm amazed at the evil in the world. My life is relatively secure, safe, and in some ways sheltered. I try to let my mind get around the reasoning that these people have for the things that they do, but I'm incapable of understanding ignorance. I can't fathom something in my head making me believe that it's ok to ruin lives. To make people suffer.
I should stop watching the news when I'm writing. It affects me. Makes my mind lose the spark of happiness that I've strived so hard to keep throughout life.
I'm grateful for my world. I'm the happiest girl I know, and I make decisions to keep it that way. I base my life on the fact that it is what I make of it. And I've made it a life that I'm proud of. One where I surround myself with people who love me, and people I respect.
Now I'll be flying all day. I don't mind it too much. Some of my best thoughts come to me while I'm traveling. Watching people go on their way to destinations for all reasons. I love the mystery in it. Wondering who people are and what their lives entail. I'll try not to think about the hatred and crime. I'll focus instead on the good in life. The people who love and care for each other the way it was meant to be...
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